One of the interesting things about the God we serve is that He never forces us to receive anything good from Him. He respects our free will so much that He holds back even when He really longs to wrap His arms of love around us.
An example is in Matthew 23:37 where Jesus overcome with emotion at the impending doom of Jerusalem cried out,
"Jerusalem, Jerusalem, you who kill the prophets and stone those sent to you, how often I have longed to gather your children together, as a hen gathers her chicks under her wings, and you were not willing. Behold, your house is being left to you desolate!”
Jesus is the saviour, but He only offers salvation to those who want Him
to save them. Not only that, He wants joyful, trusting obedience from those who need it. I can imagine Him saying, “Are you
willing to do everything I tell you to make you whole? Do you trust me that I
have your best interest at heart?"
"Are you confusing me with a tyrannical leader
who has abused your trust in the past? Don’t you see that I would rather die
than see you get hurt? Don’t you see the nail prints in my hands and feet? How
much proof of my love do you need? Why do you still hold back and suffer as a
result of your disobedience? It hurts me to see you suffer!”
And so today, I ask you just like Jesus asked the man lying
by the Pool of Bethesda, “Do you want to be made well?” If you
read that story in John 5:1-15, you will discover that the man had been in that
paralyzed condition for a long time, thirty eight years. Jesus knew how long it
was, but he asked him that profound question, “Are you really sure you want to
be made well”
The man obviously didn’t know Jesus and
proceeded to give him the reason why he had not been made whole: no one had
helped him. He didn’t know that right before him stood Jesus, the Healer, the
Helper and Restorer.
And in His wonderful, powerful yet gentle
way, Jesus said to the paralyzed man, “Take
up your bed and walk.”
It must have seemed rather silly to tell a
paralyzed man to do this. But faith does look silly sometimes; because it is
not based on physical evidence but trust that the One who says “do this” will
equip you with the required skills and strength to do it.
So the man did what he was told. He
attempted to take up his bed and walk. I am sure his colleagues thought he was
crazy, but he obeyed. He must have made some mistakes at the beginning, but he
persisted. And then before you knew it, he was walking, and dancing, running
and jumping!
All of us like this man have areas in our
life where we have been crippled or paralyzed: insecurities, fear, anger,
habitual sins, childhood abuse, rejection/abandonment by a loved one, domestic
abuse, etc These things may have
become part our identity and we may have coped with them for many years. But it is time
to move on. Yes you may have been a Christian for many years, but there may be that sin/mindset that has kept you entangled. This baggage is impeding your life and stifling relationships with
yourself, with others and with God. It is time to do the needful and stop
focusing on why you are not healed, and instead focus on the Person in front of you: Jesus!
How does Jesus get your attention? One way
is by drawing attention to the problem. Perhaps lately you have found yourself
really struggling, things are not what they used to be anymore.
Your coping
strategies are failing and you know things are not quite right. Perhaps this is
the Lord telling you to let go of those life-sucking habits/mindsets you have
carried for a while now. Perhaps he is trying to get you to come into a
relationship with Himself rather than mindless religion?
And yes you have tried many times in the
past to get rid of it, but NOW is the time to go further, not rely on others,
but rather partner with God. Do whatever He asks of you. Discipline yourself to
do everything and go where He leads you: just the two of you. And He just might
bring someone along to encourage you or materials to read, but it has to be you
determining in your mind to go all out for it and persist until you are made
whole.
You might need to humble yourself to find an accountability partner, or go for counselling, or start quiet time with God, engage in fasting, etc. These things are important because you will never enjoy life without the Giver of Life, living inside
of you and being your King/your master, your director. Release being in charge of your life because you are not doing such a good job of it are you? Let God be God, discipline yourself to give God the rightful place.
So what’s holding you back? Do you really want to be made whole? If yes, be
sure that He rejoices over you and when you make mistakes, His voice will
encourage you and His love will gently lead you back to the right path. You can
trust Him, He will never abuse your trust.
Don't forget, each of us is broken, you are not alone, and don't feel ashamed.
May God bless and strengthen you, amen.
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